Why?

Why do I keep crying when you talk to me today? It’s like everything you say I just make the most negative thing ever. I don’t want thing to be like this between us. But it’s hard to rebuild my relationship with you. Well, more like build a relationship with you, the last time it was strong I think I was five. I miss when I could go a whole day without wanting to yell at you or wanting to cry because you say something that sets me off. It’s not just my throat that hurts today, it’s my heart. I have such a good relationship with mom, we’re best friends. But you and I mostly just bicker and don’t talk about things afterwards. Were both so hard headed that we don’t bother to see the other persons side on anything. You get upset with me easily and yell in my face instead of saying things politely to me. I wish we could have fun together by doing something other than play ping pong, since that seems to be ruined now too…